Turn up your speakers, it's time for Nightwish's spectacular performance and music again! Nightwish's Live performance in Helsinki, Kaisaniemi, 26.6.2008. PLEASE COME TO SINGAPORE!

Wish I Had an Angel


Old love dies hard, old lies dies even harder.


xoxo Jank


Don't know why I'm feeling like crap recently... I keep throwing my temper to everyone around me, and I know I've caused them stress... maybe it's best for me to be alone, I don't want the people around me to hate me. So maybe that's the best solution for now. Likely.

xoxo Jank


Yo people! It's me, after moving to Sengkang for a temporary one month stay while my Tampines home is under renovation. I just can't wait to move back already! lol.. my room will adapt a blue and white theme, in which I picture it to be both bold but peaceful. I went for some shocker effects when choosing the colours, but hopefully it wouldn't be too overpowering. =S hahaha. Let's look at the bright side, shall we?

Anyways, speaking of bright, I don't like dark rooms. But I've chosen an Ocean shade for my fore ceiling, hope it wouldn't be too dark or gloomy. Johnmin previously picked a sky blue colour for his room, and it really really made you feel blue. He said it made him too sleepy so much so that he couldn't take it anymore, hence he moved out of that room and slept in another brighter room instead. I don't think mine will make me feel that sleepy, cos my furniture are mostly blaring white. Really loud, but I think the contrast is good. hahaha.

The past two/three weeks have been pure hell. Slept at four every night and woke up at 7 in the mornings just to pack, blasted all my weekends like that. After work (during weekdays) I go home, only to pack again! You must really be wondering why the hell would anyone spend so much time just packing. It's been 20 years since all the gifts and purchases accumulated in the store room, that's why! I will post a before and after picture after the renovation... then you'll know what I mean. hahaha. Girls really shouldn't renovate or move house at whim. hahaha.

So exciting! Really can't wait to move in again.

Estimated date to move back: Start September 2008.

One and a half months more! Gah!

xoxo Jank


My most favourite, most powerful power metal band, live.

Have a sweet taste of Tarja's wonderful vocals!

Nightwish: Phantom of the opera (Live)



I love her yellow! ^^


xoxo Jank





Just came back from dinner with Geri today. Actually very happy to meet her, but I haven't been in the best of moods these few weeks. It's been super tedious and stressful, whether at home or at work, and my body is so exhausted. It's like a overly stretched rubber band, going to snap. Yes, cliched example, I know. But you get my drift.

My headache extended to my bloodshot eyeballs when my boss came over and stressed me out this afternoon by saying I wasn't fast enough and that I was stuck in whatever I was doing. I really wanted to ask her if she knew what the fug we were actually doing.. I have publicity matters, gifts taking, event planning, customer feedback, escalated complaints, walk-in customers (they always seem to walk in when you're at your busiest), irritating calls from customers who bug the mainline! GAH!! Not forgetting the compliments, the meetings, so on and so forth. Appeal letters, too. It's just like the feeling you get where everybody wants a piece of you and all of them, want it now! Always now, now now now. Ta ma de.

On top of that, what's worse is that I eat alot when i'm stressed, and angry too. I know that's not good. I don't know when I actually have the habit of eating when I'm stressed. Guess it just popped out of the blue when I started working. Which is, not good. Really, not good.

I bought 3 skirts today, supposed to match it with white shirts. When I came home, my maid told me that the only white shirt I have looked like it was bursting out of its seams. Wow, thanks. I can take comments, hurtful ones too. I actually thought it looked okay. But it just kinda caught me off guard, threw me into a needle bed. Sort of.

Argh. I think i'll just go to bed. I'm like, really tired. And yes, fat too. I know. I just heard someone commenting recently that in the society today, it is not a blessing to be fat (fei bu shi fu). I don't have the chinese typing program so I can't put it in. Maybe i'll cut and paste it from somewhere next time.

Lights out.


xoxo Jank


Not very happy today.. after listening to this song, can relate to what i'm actually feeling right now.

"...Mocked by man to depths of shame little girl with life ahead..."

"...kill with her own loving heart..."

Feeling quite unhappy actually, feeling worse than pond scum...

I love this song... enjoy.

Nightwish - Eva



Eva ~ Lyrics

6:30 winter morn
Snow keeps falling, silent dawn
A rose by any other name
Eva leaves her Swanbrook home
A kindest heart which always made
Me ashamed of my own
She walks alone but not without her name

Eva flies away
Dreams the world far away
In this cruel children's game
There's no friend to call her name
Eva sails away
Dreams the world far away
The Good in her will be my sunflower field

Mocked by man to depths of shame
Little girl with life ahead
For a memory of one kind word
She would stay among the beasts
Time for one more daring dream
Before her escape, edenbeam
We kill with her own loving heart

Eva flies away
Dreams the world far away
In this cruel children's game
There's no friend to call her name
Eva sails away
Dreams the world far away
The Good in her will be my sunflower field

by Nightwish


xoxo Jank

Do slip on my banana peels.







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Janel Ku Wei Ling
Janky, Jankie, Jankliciouz, Jank
Going to turn 21!
Currently Corp Comm-ing.

Wish List.

1. A crystal ball with music and falling snow in it
2. A Pretty Music Box..
3. A new hairstyle.
4. A pretty room of my own!
5. A very very very huge mug!
6. A Job.
7. Lose 5 kg
8. Lose 10 kg
9. Lose 15 kg
10. Lose 20 kg
11. Lose 30 kg. ^_^
12. FFXII Artifacts Judge Master Gabranth Helmet Replica
13. Will be more motivated in my walk in Christianity.

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